Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Sweethearts



First day back to work after my week absence and I honestly didn't know what to expect. Emotions are still running near critical mass and amongst them sadness continues to lead as a front runner. My Japanese co-workers have been more understanding than I could ask for and continue to offer their support. It was through two children though which made me almost completely break down.

A six year old and his two year old sister came to school today and before my class they entered and gave me a bundle of Japanese white lilies. They told me it was for my grandmother and me, and also that they hope she gets better soon. I was absolutely frozen and struck beyond belief... almost causing me to fall to pieces on the spot. I thanked them as much as I possibly could and still don't feel like it was enough. I also couldn't bear to tell them the truth about the situation and I hope that day will never come.

It's more than likely that they do not comprehend how much they've actually done to help me get through this part of my life. It's even more so amazing that the magnitude of a situation like this is alleviated through the innocence of children. Coming back has opened my eyes and definitely was the right thing to do.

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